Category: Sundays Without Makeup

  • Sundays Without Makeup: Ep4 – The Devastating Email That Unravels Everything

    Sundays Without Makeup: Ep4 – The Devastating Email That Unravels Everything

    Sundays Without Makeup: Ep4 – The Devastating Email That Unravels Everything

    Sometimes the most consequential decisions happen in the space between who we’ve been and who we’re becoming—when we’re too changed to go back, but not yet brave enough to move forward.

    The Choice Made in Darkness

    Caroline opened the email at 11:47 PM, standing in her kitchen with a glass of wine she hadn’t intended to pour.

    The subject line had haunted her for three hours: Meridian Capital – New Acquisition Strategy. From Eric Whitman. Sent at 6:23 PM on a Sunday evening.

    The boundaries she’d so carefully constructed were already crumbling just from seeing his name in her inbox attached to their professional reality. Opening it would complete the demolition.

    She opened it anyway.


    Caroline,

    What I’m about to share with you is highly confidential and probably constitutes corporate espionage. I’m sending it because our conversation today made me realize that some things matter more than professional protocols.

    Meridian is planning a hostile takeover bid. The board approved it this afternoon—they’re moving faster than your company anticipates. The offer will be 40% above current market value, designed to be irresistible to shareholders.

    Timeline: announcement this Thursday. Shareholder vote in three weeks.

    I thought you should know.

    This stays between us, obviously. What you do with the information is your choice.

    Eric

    P.S. – I hope you hung the mirror where you said you would.


    Caroline read the email three times, her wine growing warm in her forgotten hand.

    He was right—this was corporate espionage. The kind of information that could result in SEC investigations, career destruction, possible criminal charges. He’d risked everything to give her a four-day head start on the end of her professional world.

    Because of a conversation about mirrors and identity over artisanal cheese.

    Because she’d told him the truth about her fears on a Sunday morning when neither of them was supposed to be themselves.

    She closed her laptop and looked at her reflection in the new mirror by the door. The woman staring back looked afraid—not of Eric, not of the takeover, but of what this moment represented.

    The complete collapse of the boundaries between her carefully separated selves.

    There was no going back now.

    The War Room at 6 AM

    Monday morning found Caroline in her office before dawn, building battle plans from classified intelligence she couldn’t admit to having.

    Her assistant arrived at 7:30 to find her surrounded by financial projections, legal documents, and strategic frameworks that appeared to have materialized overnight.

    “Ms. Mitchell?” Sarah approached cautiously. “You’re here early.”

    “Cancel my morning meetings,” Caroline said without looking up. “And call an emergency board session for 10 AM. Tell them it’s critical.”

    “Should I give them a topic?”

    Caroline finally looked up, her expression grim but determined.

    “Tell them it’s about survival.”

    The next four hours became a blur of phone calls, document preparation, and strategic positioning. Caroline marshalled resources she’d been holding in reserve for years—legal contacts, financial advisors, public relations specialists who owed her favors.

    By the time the board members arrived, she’d constructed a comprehensive defense strategy based on intelligence they didn’t know she possessed.

    “Ladies and gentlemen,” she began, standing at the head of the conference table, “we have approximately seventy-two hours to save this company.”

    She laid out Meridian’s strategy with surgical precision—the timeline, the offer structure, the psychological pressure points they’d use to sway shareholders. Her board members listened with growing alarm as she described threats they hadn’t yet received official notice of.

    “How do you know all this?” asked David Chen, the longest-serving board member.

    Caroline had prepared for this question, but the lie still felt foreign in her mouth.

    “Sources,” she said simply. “What matters is that we have a narrow window to mount an effective defense.”

    She spent the next two hours outlining her counter-strategy—a combination of legal maneuvers, public relations campaigns, and shareholder communication designed to position Meridian’s offer as corporate predation rather than generous acquisition.

    It was the best work of her career. Precise, comprehensive, ruthless in its efficiency.

    And built entirely on information she’d obtained through personal betrayal of the man who’d given it to her.

    The Meeting She Couldn’t Avoid

    The hostile takeover announcement came Thursday morning, exactly as Eric had predicted. By Thursday afternoon, Caroline’s phone was ringing with calls from financial journalists wanting her reaction to the “surprising” development.

    She gave them carefully crafted responses that revealed nothing about her advance preparation while positioning her company as the scrappy underdog fighting against corporate colonization.

    By Friday, the business press was calling it one of the most sophisticated defensive strategies they’d seen—as though Caroline had developed a comprehensive response to Meridian’s offer in under 48 hours.

    The irony wasn’t lost on her.

    Friday evening, as she finally allowed herself a moment to breathe, her assistant knocked on her office door.

    “Ms. Mitchell? There’s a Mr. Whitman here to see you. He says it’s personal.”

    Caroline’s stomach dropped. She’d been dreading this moment—the confrontation, the reckoning, the end of whatever strange connection they’d built over Sunday morning conversations.

    “Send him in,” she said, straightening her blazer like armor.

    Eric entered her office carrying two coffee cups from the café where they’d first talked outside of corporate negotiations. He set one on her desk—black, no sugar—and took a seat across from her without invitation.

    “Impressive response to Meridian’s offer,” he said conversationally. “Really quite sophisticated for something developed so quickly.”

    She met his gaze directly, refusing to look guilty or defensive.

    “We’ve been preparing for acquisition attempts for months,” she said. “It wasn’t as sudden as it appeared.”

    “Of course.” He sipped his coffee, studying her with the same careful attention she remembered from their Sunday encounters. “I suppose it’s just coincidence that your legal strategy addresses our exact pressure points.”

    “Market research is thorough these days.”

    They sat in silence for a moment, both acknowledging the game they were playing while neither admitting to it directly.

    “Are you angry?” she asked finally.

    “I should be,” he admitted. “Corporate espionage is a serious matter. Careers have been destroyed over less.”

    “But?”

    “But I think I’m impressed instead.” His expression was unreadable. “You took information I gave you in confidence and weaponized it more effectively than I thought possible. It’s exactly what I would have done in your position.”

    The admission surprised her. She’d been prepared for anger, accusations, professional threats. Not… approval.

    “Does that make me terrible?” she asked.

    “It makes you effective,” he corrected. “There’s a difference.”

    He leaned forward slightly, his tone becoming more serious.

    “Can I ask you something?”

    She nodded.

    “Was any of it real? The Sunday conversations, the mirrors, the talk about becoming someone different?” He paused. “Or was I just being expertly handled by someone much better at this game than I realized?”

    The question hit her like a physical blow. Not because it was cruel, but because it was exactly what she’d been wondering about herself.

    “I don’t know,” she said honestly. “I think it was real when it was happening. But now…” She gestured at the strategic documents covering her desk. “Now I can’t tell where Sunday Caroline ended and Monday Caroline began.”

    “And which one am I talking to now?”

    She looked at him—really looked. At this man who’d seen her without makeup and pretense, who’d given her classified information because of a conversation about farmers’ market cheese, who was now sitting calmly in her office after she’d used his trust to potentially destroy his career.

    “I think,” she said slowly, “I’m someone who doesn’t know the difference anymore.”

    The Proposition That Changes Everything

    Eric stood up, walking to the window that overlooked the city’s sprawling corporate landscape.

    “I have a proposition for you,” he said, his back still turned.

    “I’m listening.”

    “Meridian’s board is meeting tomorrow to discuss their response to your defensive strategy. They’re… unsettled by how well-prepared you were.” He turned back to face her. “They’re considering withdrawing the offer entirely rather than engage in a prolonged battle.”

    Caroline felt a surge of triumph, quickly followed by confusion about why he was telling her this.

    “But,” he continued, “there’s another option. One that serves both our interests.”

    “Which is?”

    “A merger instead of an acquisition. Equal partnership rather than hostile takeover.” He returned to his chair, leaning forward with the intensity she recognized from their Sunday conversations. “You keep your leadership role, your company culture, your independence. Meridian gets the market expansion and innovation pipeline they’re seeking.”

    “And you get?”

    “I get to work with someone who outmaneuvered me using my own intelligence,” he said with something that might have been admiration. “I find that… professionally stimulating.”

    Caroline studied him, trying to determine his angle. In her experience, men like Eric Whitman didn’t make generous offers without hidden advantages.

    “What’s the catch?” she asked.

    “No catch. Just a condition.”

    “Which is?”

    “We work together directly. Joint leadership structure. I want to know how you think when you’re not performing Sunday vulnerability or Monday corporate precision.” His expression grew serious. “I want to work with the person who’s capable of both.”

    The offer was extraordinary—professional partnership with someone who’d seen her at her most unguarded and her most ruthless. Someone who’d witnessed both versions of herself and was proposing a future that required neither performance.

    “Why?” she asked.

    “Because I think we’re both tired of pretending to be simpler than we actually are,” he said. “Because what happened this week—the information sharing, the strategic deployment, the mutual risk-taking—that’s what real partnership looks like. Messy, complicated, occasionally unethical, but effective.”

    He stood again, preparing to leave.

    “Think about it over the weekend,” he said. “Let me know Monday if you’re interested in making this complicated arrangement official.”

    As he reached the door, he paused.

    “Caroline?”

    “Yes?”

    “For what it’s worth, I think Sunday Caroline and Monday Caroline are the same person. Just different facets of someone complex enough to contain multitudes.” He smiled slightly. “Most people aren’t interesting enough to require multiple versions of themselves.”

    After he left, Caroline sat alone in her office as evening shadows lengthened across her desk. She thought about mirrors and farmers’ markets and the way truth could become a weapon when wielded by someone skilled enough to use it.

    She thought about the woman who’d wandered bookstores without makeup and the woman who’d just executed a flawless corporate defense strategy.

    Maybe Eric was right. Maybe they weren’t separate people at all.

    Maybe she was just finally becoming complicated enough to be interesting.

    The Decision Made in Light

    Sunday morning found Caroline back at the original café, sitting at their usual table by the window. She’d arrived early, unsure if Eric would come, unsure if their arrangement—whatever it had been—survived the revelations of the week.

    He arrived at exactly 10 AM, carrying two coffee cups and a newspaper with their story on the front page of the business section.

    “Quite the week,” he said, settling into his chair.

    “Quite the week,” she agreed.

    “So,” he said, his tone carefully neutral. “Have you thought about my proposition?”

    Caroline looked at him across the table—this man who’d seen her without pretense and with calculation, who’d trusted her with career-ending information and hadn’t seemed surprised when she’d used it against him.

    “I have a counter-proposal,” she said.

    “I’m listening.”

    “The merger proceeds as you outlined. Joint leadership, maintained independence, mutual benefit.” She paused, choosing her words carefully. “But we also continue these Sunday meetings. Not as corporate strategy sessions or personal therapy. Just as… whatever they were before this week complicated everything.”

    “And what were they before this week?”

    “Honest,” she said simply. “Maybe the most honest conversations I’ve ever had with anyone.”

    Eric considered this, sipping his coffee.

    “You realize that would mean working together professionally while maintaining a personal connection that exists outside corporate boundaries?” he said.

    “I realize it sounds complicated.”

    “Most worthwhile things are.”

    She smiled, recognizing her own words from weeks earlier.

    “So?” she asked.

    “So I think,” he said, extending his hand across the table, “you have yourself a deal. Both deals.”

    As they shook hands—a gesture both professional and personal, sealing agreements that defied easy categorization—Caroline caught sight of their reflection in the café window.

    Two people who’d learned to see each other clearly. Who’d discovered that authenticity and strategy weren’t opposites but complementary tools in building something real.

    She looked different in this reflection. Not softer or harder than her various other selves, but more complete. Like someone who’d finally figured out how to be complicated without being fragmented.

    “Next Sunday?” Eric asked as they prepared to part ways.

    “Next Sunday,” she confirmed. “Though I suspect these conversations are about to get very interesting.”

    “They already were,” he replied. “That’s why I’m still here.”

    As Caroline walked home through the Sunday morning streets, past the bookstores and farmers’ markets that had become landmarks in her transformation, she realized something fundamental had shifted.

    She was no longer choosing between versions of herself.

    She was finally choosing to be all of them at once.

    To be continued in “Sundays Without Makeup: Ep5 – The Art of Integration” – where professional partnership and personal connection blur into something unprecedented, old boundaries dissolve, and the question becomes not who to be, but how to be everything at once.

    This was : “Sundays Without Makeup: Ep4 – The Devastating Email That Unravels Everything”
    See also: “Sundays Without Makeup: Ep3 – The Boundaries Between Worlds Begin to Blur” where the first collision between Caroline’s separate selves created the possibility for integration.

    For insights into maintaining authenticity in professional partnerships, read “The Complexity Advantage: Why Multifaceted Leaders Succeed” where research explores how embracing contradictions creates more effective leadership styles.

  • Sundays Without Makeup: Ep3 – The Ignite Boundaries Between Worlds Begin to Blur

    Sundays Without Makeup: Ep3 – The Ignite Boundaries Between Worlds Begin to Blur

    Sundays Without Makeup: Ep3 – The Ignite Boundaries Between Worlds Begin to Blur
    When we create separate versions of ourselves, we rarely consider what happens when they inevitably collide.

    The Tipping Point of Two Realities

    Monday came with its usual demands. Meetings. Calls. Decisions that affected quarterly projections and year-end bonuses. Caroline slipped back into her armor with practiced ease—the silk blouse buttoned to the throat, the tailored blazer that squared her shoulders, the heels that added authority to her stride.

    But something had changed.

    It wasn’t visible. Not to her assistant who handed her the day’s schedule. Not to her team who presented the latest market analysis. Not even to the board members who nodded with approval as she outlined the strategy for deflecting Meridian Capital’s persistent acquisition attempts.

    The change was internal. A hairline crack in the perfect division she’d maintained between Sunday Caroline and Monday Caroline. A small but persistent awareness that the woman who wandered bare-faced through bookstores and the woman who commanded boardrooms were not, in fact, separate entities.

    They were both her.

    The 8 AM meeting with Eric Whitman’s team proceeded with professional precision. Proposals. Counter-proposals. The careful dance of corporate negotiation.

    Eric himself was exactly as she remembered from their previous professional encounters—confident, strategic, with that particular quality successful men cultivate that suggests they’re always holding something in reserve.

    If Sunday had affected him, he showed no sign. His eyes met hers across the conference table with nothing more than appropriate professional interest.

    It should have been a relief. Confirmation that the boundaries between their worlds remained intact.

    Instead, she felt a surprising flicker of disappointment.

    “Ms. Mitchell,” he said as the meeting concluded, extending his hand. “Always a pleasure.”

    “Mr. Whitman,” she replied, her grip firm and brief. Perfect in its corporate choreography.

    But as their hands touched, she could have sworn something shifted in his eyes. The slightest acknowledgment. A momentary dropping of the mask.

    Then it was gone, and he was walking away, surrounded by his team, every inch the CMO of Meridian Capital.

    Caroline returned to her office, closed the door, and stood for a moment with her back against it. Heart beating slightly faster than the situation warranted.

    The two versions of herself—Sunday and Monday—had just occupied the same space for the first time.

    And the universe hadn’t collapsed.

    The Decision That Isn’t Really a Choice

    She didn’t plan to return to the same café the following Sunday.

    In fact, she’d researched alternatives in neighborhoods far from her usual haunts. Had even mapped a walking route to a promising spot in the West Village.

    Yet somehow, at 9:17 AM, she found herself approaching the familiar corner. Telling herself it was simply because she liked their coffee. Their quiet Sunday atmosphere. The way the light fell through their windows.

    Not because of the possibility that Eric might be there too.

    She hesitated outside, suddenly uncertain. Her Sunday self was still new. Fragile. Easily overwhelmed by the stronger currents of her weekday identity.

    Bringing Eric into these precious hours felt dangerous—like inviting a witness to a transformation she didn’t yet understand herself.

    As she stood there, caught in indecision, a voice spoke from behind her.

    “The coffee’s not going to drink itself.”

    She turned to find Eric watching her, amusement in his eyes. He was dressed as casually as before—jeans, a faded sweatshirt, running shoes that had seen better days. A weekend version of himself that seemed both foreign and strangely familiar.

    “I was deciding whether to try somewhere new,” she said, more honestly than she intended.

    “And?”

    She looked at him, at the café, back at him.

    “I haven’t decided yet.”

    He nodded, seeming to understand the weight of the choice she was making.

    “Well,” he said, “while you decide, would you care to walk? There’s a farmers’ market two blocks over that’s worth seeing, even if you don’t buy anything.”

    The invitation was perfect in its casualness. A way forward that neither presumed nor demanded.

    “I’d like that,” she said, surprising herself again with how easily the truth came when she wasn’t trying to calculate its impact.

    They fell into step beside each other, moving through the Sunday morning crowd with the slightly awkward awareness of people who know each other in one context attempting to navigate another.

    “How did the board respond to our latest offer?” he asked after a moment.

    “Seriously?” she replied, eyebrows raised. “That’s your opening?”

    He laughed, the sound surprisingly boyish.

    “Force of habit,” he admitted. “Monday through Friday, that’s pretty much all I think about.”

    “And on Sundays?”

    He considered this, hands in his pockets, gaze on the sidewalk ahead.

    “On Sundays, I try not to think at all,” he said finally. “At least, not in the same way.”

    She understood this perfectly. The need for a different mode of being. A different rhythm of thought.

    “What about you?” he asked. “What does Caroline Mitchell think about on Sundays?”

    It was a simple question, yet it caught her off guard. Because until six weeks ago, Sunday Caroline hadn’t existed as someone separate from the rest of her week. She’d been answering emails, reviewing reports, planning Monday’s meetings—just in more comfortable clothes.

    “I think about who I might have been,” she said, the words emerging from some honest place she rarely accessed. “If I hadn’t become who I am.”

    He glanced at her, something like recognition in his eyes.

    “And who might you have been?”

    She shook her head slightly.

    “I’m not sure yet,” she admitted. “That’s what I’m trying to figure out.”

    They reached the farmers’ market—a vibrant cluster of stalls selling everything from organic vegetables to handmade soaps. People moved between the displays with unhurried Sunday energy, examining tomatoes, sampling cheeses, debating the merits of different honey varieties.

    “What would Monday Caroline do here?” Eric asked as they paused at the edge of the market.

    She considered this, watching a young couple debate the ripeness of avocados.

    “She wouldn’t be here at all,” she said. “She’d have Instacart deliver pre-selected groceries to her doorman while she finished quarterly projections.”

    “Efficient,” he noted.

    “Always.” There was a hint of something like regret in her voice.

    “And Sunday Caroline?”

    A small smile touched her lips.

    “She’d wander without a plan. Buy something impractical. Perhaps strike up a conversation with a stranger.”

    “Shall we?” he asked, gesturing toward the market.

    And so they did. Moved from stall to stall without agenda. Sampled artisanal cheeses and debated the merits of different apple varieties. Watched a street performer juggle flaming torches with surprising dexterity.

    Caroline felt herself relaxing by degrees. Felt the weekday version of herself—the one constantly calculating, constantly performing—recede just a little further.

    Until they reached a stall selling handmade ceramics, and she saw it.

    A small mirror in a simple wooden frame. Not ornate like the one in the bookstore, but something about it caught her attention. Drew her closer.

    “Beautiful craftsmanship,” Eric observed, noticing her interest.

    “Yes,” she agreed, lifting it carefully. The weight of it felt satisfying in her hand. Substantial. Real.

    She looked into it, half-expecting some dramatic revelation like the one in the bookstore. But her reflection was just… her reflection. Clear-eyed. Unmasked. Present.

    “I’ll take this,” she told the artisan, who wrapped it carefully in brown paper.

    As they continued through the market, Eric asked, “Why that particular mirror?”

    It was a good question. One she wasn’t entirely sure she could answer.

    “I think,” she said slowly, “I need to practice seeing myself. The real self, not the one I’ve constructed for others to see.”

    He nodded, as though this made perfect sense.

    “And where will you put it?” he asked.

    “Not in the bathroom,” she said immediately. “Not where I apply makeup or fix my hair. Somewhere unexpected. Somewhere I’ll encounter myself without preparation.”

    “By your front door,” he suggested. “The last thing you see before you leave. The first thing when you return.”

    The suggestion felt right—a threshold guardian between her worlds.

    “Yes,” she agreed. “Exactly there.”

    How a Conversation Could Change Everything

    They ended up at a different café—smaller, tucked away on a side street, with mismatched furniture and jazz playing softly in the background. The kind of place that would never appear in corporate lunch discussions but somehow felt exactly right for this in-between moment.

    “Can I ask you something potentially inappropriate?” Eric said after they’d settled with their coffees.

    “You can ask,” she replied, curious rather than guarded.

    “Why does Meridian make you so nervous?”

    The question caught her completely off guard. Not because it was inappropriate, but because it cut straight to something she hadn’t admitted even to herself.

    “What makes you think they do?” she deflected, buying time.

    “The way your left hand tenses during negotiations. The slight adjustment in your posture when our CEO enters the room. The fact that your counter-offers have all been strategically designed to extend the process rather than resolve it.” He shrugged slightly. “I’ve been watching you across negotiation tables for months. I notice things.”

    Caroline considered denying it. Considered the professional wisdom of admitting anything that might be used against her company’s interests.

    But this was Sunday. And on Sundays, she was trying something new: truth.

    “Because they’re right,” she said simply.

    “About?”

    “About it being the smart move. The acquisition makes sense from every financial and strategic angle.” She looked down at her coffee. “And if it goes through, I’ll be redundant within six months. Too expensive to keep, too senior to repurpose.”

    The admission hung between them—the kind of truth that could never be spoken in their Monday through Friday interactions.

    “If you know that,” he said carefully, “why fight it?”

    She looked up at him then, something fierce in her gaze.

    “Because the company is more than its balance sheet. Because we’ve built something that works differently, thinks differently, serves its people differently than Meridian ever would.” She paused. “And because I’m not ready to be finished with what we’re creating.”

    Eric was quiet for a moment, studying her with new interest.

    “You know,” he said finally, “Monday Caroline never lets that particular light show.”

    “What light?”

    “The one that comes into your eyes when you talk about something you truly believe in.” He leaned forward slightly. “It’s quite something. Makes your boardroom persona seem like a shadow puppet by comparison.”

    She felt exposed in a way that had nothing to do with her bare face or casual clothes. Seen in a way that both thrilled and terrified her.

    “Is this conversation happening?” she asked suddenly. “Or are we pretending it isn’t, once Monday arrives?”

    It was the question that had been hovering beneath the surface since they’d started walking. The one that would determine whether these Sunday encounters remained safely compartmentalized or began to bleed into their professional reality.

    Eric considered this, his expression serious.

    “I think,” he said slowly, “that depends on what you want. What matters more to you—the neat division between your worlds, or the possibility of something more integrated?”

    “And if I choose the division?” she asked. “If I need these Sundays to remain separate?”

    “Then that’s what they’ll be,” he said simply. “Closed systems. What happens on Sundays stays on Sundays.”

    She studied him, trying to discern his preference. His agenda.

    “And what do you want?” she asked.

    A smile touched the corner of his mouth.

    “I want to know the woman who buys impractical mirrors and speaks passionately about corporate values,” he said. “Whether that happens only on Sundays or extends into the rest of the week—that’s up to you.”

    The offer was both generous and challenging. A recognition of her boundaries and an invitation to reconsider them.

    Before she could respond, his phone buzzed. He glanced at it, his expression shifting subtly.

    “I need to take this,” he said, standing. “Work emergency. I’m sorry.”

    She nodded, understanding perfectly the intrusion of Monday into Sunday’s sacred hours.

    “Next Sunday?” he asked, pausing before walking away.

    It was a simple question that wasn’t simple at all. A request for permission to enter this private territory again. To witness her ongoing transformation.

    “Maybe,” she said, neither committing nor refusing.

    He smiled, accepting the ambiguity.

    “I’ll be here either way,” he said. Then he was gone, moving through the café with the slightly accelerated energy of someone shifting back into professional mode.

    Caroline remained, watching the space where he had been, feeling the ripples of their conversation expanding outward.

    The Mirror That Shows Too Much

    That evening, she hung the mirror by her front door. The last thing she would see before entering the world, the first upon returning.

    Standing before it in the soft light of her apartment, she studied her reflection. The woman who looked back was neither Sunday Caroline nor Monday Caroline, but something in between. Something still forming.

    She reached up, touching the glass gently.

    “Who are you becoming?” she whispered to her reflection.

    And for just a moment—a trick of the light, perhaps, or a fragment of imagination—she could have sworn the woman in the mirror smiled back. Not the careful, measured smile she’d perfected for clients and colleagues. Not the polite, distant smile she offered to service staff and doormen.

    But something real. Something that reached her eyes.

    A smile that suggested maybe, just maybe, the question itself was the beginning of an answer.

    As she turned away, her phone buzzed with a notification. An email that made her heart skip.

    Subject: Meridian Capital – New Acquisition Strategy From: Eric Whitman

    She stared at it, caught between her separate realities, knowing that opening this message would irreversibly blur the boundaries she’d so carefully maintained.

    Sunday Caroline would read it now, curious and unguarded. Monday Caroline would wait until morning, when she was fortified with structure and strategy.

    She looked back at the mirror, at the woman caught between versions of herself.

    And made her choice.

    To be continued in “Sundays Without Makeup: Ep4 – When Worlds Collide” – where professional strategies and personal revelations intertwine, unexpected allies emerge, and the question becomes not which self is real, but whether any single version of ourselves can ever contain the whole truth.

    This was : “Sundays Without Makeup: Ep3 – The Ignite Boundaries Between Worlds Begin to Blur”
    See also: “Sundays Without Makeup: Ep2 – The Forgotten Woman in the Glass Hours” where the first encounter with Eric Whitman revealed the possibility of being seen beyond professional facades.

    For insights into how compartmentalization affects professional women’s identity, read “How Women Leaders’ Identities Coexist Through Public and Private Identity Endorsements” where research reveals the psychological impact of maintaining separate versions of ourselves across different contexts.

  • Sundays Without Makeup: Ep2 – The Forgotten Woman in the Glass Hours

    There is something dangerously freeing about becoming invisible after years of being seen.

    1- The Weight of Weightlessness

    She went back the next Sunday. And the Sunday after that.

    These stolen mornings became a ritual she couldn’t name—not quite rebellion, not quite surrender. Just hours where she existed without the obligation of being viewed.

    On the fourth Sunday, she noticed her reflection in a coffee shop window. For a moment, she didn’t recognize herself—this woman with untamed hair and naked skin. This stranger with eyes that looked directly back instead of carefully away.

    It unsettled her, this unfamiliar face. Not because it was flawed (though it was, beautifully so), but because it seemed to belong to someone she’d left behind long ago. Someone who had existed before the world taught her how to be valuable.

    Before the boardrooms. Before the promotions. Before she learned to weaponize her appearance like a language only certain people were fluent in.

    She touched her cheek, half-expecting her fingers to pass through glass. To discover this bare-faced woman was just an apparition, a ghost of possibilities abandoned.

    But the skin beneath her fingertips was warm. Real. Hers.

    The barista called a name that wasn’t hers—wasn’t even close. She answered anyway.

    It felt strangely intimate, being mistaken for someone else.

    2- Collision Courses

    On the sixth Sunday, it happened.

    She was reaching for sugar packets when a voice behind her said her name—her real name, not the one she’d been giving baristas. The name that appeared on boardroom doors and corner offices.

    “Caroline?”

    She froze, sugar packet suspended between fingers that suddenly felt numb. The voice belonged to Eric Whitman, CMO at Meridian Capital. They’d sat across from each other at negotiation tables three times in the past year. His company had been trying to acquire hers since last fall.

    She turned slowly, feeling exposed in a way that had nothing to do with her bare face and everything to do with being caught outside her carefully constructed reality.

    “Eric,” she said, her voice steadier than she expected. “What a surprise.”

    His eyes flickered over her—taking in the messy ponytail, the faded jeans, the complete absence of the armor he was accustomed to seeing her in.

    “I almost didn’t recognize you,” he said. Not unkindly, but with a curiosity that made her want to disappear into the floorboards.

    “That’s rather the point of Sundays,” she heard herself say.

    Something shifted in his expression then. A recognition, perhaps. Or maybe just surprise that she—Caroline Mitchell, the woman who never showed weakness in negotiations—had admitted to something so human as needing escape.

    “I know exactly what you mean,” he said, gesturing to his own weekend attire—worn running shoes, a sweatshirt from some college she didn’t recognize. “Though I think you’re braver than I am.”

    “How so?”

    “I’m still hiding behind my Sunday routine. Running the same path. Reading the same news. Just in different clothes.” He paused, those negotiator’s eyes still studying her. “But you—you look like you’re becoming someone else entirely.”

    The observation landed somewhere between her ribs, sharp and true.

    She wanted to correct him. To explain that she wasn’t becoming someone else—she was unbecoming the someone else she’d spent years perfecting.

    Instead, she said: “Would you like to sit for a minute?”

    She saw the hesitation in the slight narrowing of his eyes. The mental calculus of what it might mean to sit with her in this context—outside the battlefield of their professional lives. What advantages it might give or take away.

    “Actually,” he said finally, “I would.”

    3- Glass Hours

    They chose a table by the window where Sunday light spilled across the scratched surface. No leather portfolios between them. No agendas. Just two paper cups and the strange territory of conversation without purpose.

    “How long have you been coming here?” he asked.

    “To this café? Just a few weeks.”

    “No, I mean—” he gestured vaguely at her face, her casual clothes. “This. The Sunday version.”

    She considered lying. Considered the professional wisdom of admitting how new this ritual was. How fragile.

    “This is my sixth Sunday,” she said instead.

    He nodded, as though this confirmed something he’d already suspected.

    “What happened six weeks ago?”

    The question was direct in a way that would have been inappropriate in their boardroom interactions. But here, in the strange limbo of Sunday morning, it felt permissible. Like they were operating under different laws of gravity.

    She looked out the window, watching a leaf spiral down from somewhere above. Taking its time. Unhurried by the demands of falling.

    “I saw my reflection,” she said finally. “In an elevator. Between floors. Just for a second, the light changed, and I didn’t recognize myself.”

    She paused, remembering that moment of disconnection. The sudden vertigo of realizing she had become a stranger in her own skin.

    “And?”

    “And I wondered if I could still find her. The woman I was before…” She gestured at the invisible weight of everything else. “Before all of it.”

    Eric was quiet for a moment, turning his coffee cup in slow circles.

    “Did you? Find her, I mean.”

    Caroline considered the question. The truth was complicated. The woman in the mirror six weeks ago wasn’t the same as the woman she’d been before her career. That woman was gone—transformed by years and choices and the inevitable alchemy of becoming.

    But these Sundays had revealed something else. Not a return to who she’d been, but perhaps a glimpse of who she might still become.

    “I’m working on it,” she said.

    He nodded again, something like recognition flickering across his face.

    “I’ve been divorced twice,” he said suddenly. “Both times, they said the same thing. That I disappeared into the job. That the man they married got replaced by something else.”

    The confession hung between them, unexpected and oddly intimate.

    “Were they right?” she asked.

    “Probably.” He smiled, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “The last time I took a real vacation was 2017. I have alerts set up for my competitors’ press releases. I dream about quarterly reports.” He shrugged. “Not exactly the stuff of lasting relationships.”

    She understood perfectly. Her own history was littered with almost-relationships that had wilted under the harsh light of her ambition. Men who’d initially been attracted to her drive but eventually resented the time it demanded. The person it required her to be.

    “Do you regret it?” she asked. “The choices?”

    It was the kind of question that crossed professional boundaries. That acknowledged they were human beyond their job titles. Beyond the negotiations that usually defined their interactions.

    Eric looked at her directly, all traces of the boardroom strategist momentarily gone.

    “Some days,” he admitted. “But not today.”

    The implication wasn’t lost on her. Today they were sitting in sunlight, having a conversation that had nothing to do with acquisitions or market shares. Today they were just two people, stripped of their professional veneers, discovering the strangers beneath.

    “Your team’s counteroffer last month was ridiculous, by the way,” she said, a smile playing at the corner of her mouth.

    He laughed, the sound genuine and unguarded.

    “I know. But you have to admit, it was worth a try.”

    “Not even close.”

    The conversation shifted then, into safer territory. Weekend plans. A new restaurant downtown. The novel he was reading that she’d finished months ago.

    But something had changed in the air between them. Some invisible barrier had been crossed.

    And Caroline found herself wondering, as their coffee cups emptied and the morning stretched toward noon, what other versions of herself might be waiting to be discovered—if only she were brave enough to keep looking.

    4- The Invitation

    They parted outside the café, standing awkwardly on the sidewalk like two people unsure of the protocol for this new territory they’d wandered into.

    “This was… unexpected,” Eric said finally.

    “Yes,” she agreed. “But not unwelcome.”

    He smiled then, a real smile that transformed his face from the careful mask she knew from meeting rooms.

    “Would it completely destroy the Sunday magic if I asked for your personal number?” he asked. “Not for work. Just for… this. Whatever this is.”

    The question caught her off guard. Created a small flutter of panic somewhere beneath her ribs.

    Because this—these Sundays—had been hers alone. Untethered from the rest of her life. Unwitnessed except by strangers who didn’t know her name.

    Letting Eric in felt dangerous. Like opening a door between worlds that were never meant to touch.

    “I’m not sure that’s a good idea,” she heard herself say.

    Something flickered across his face—disappointment, perhaps. Or just recognition of the boundary she was drawing.

    “Of course,” he said. “Professional lines and all that.”

    “It’s not that,” she said, realizing as the words left her mouth that they were true. “It’s just… these Sundays are something I’m still figuring out. Something just for me.”

    He nodded, understanding in his eyes.

    “I respect that.” He paused, seeming to consider his next words carefully. “But if you ever want company in this… unbecoming, or becoming, or whatever it is—I’m here most Sundays too.”

    The offer hung between them, neither an expectation nor a demand. Just a door left slightly ajar.

    Caroline felt something shift inside her chest. A small loosening of a knot she hadn’t realized was there.

    “I’ll remember that,” she said.

    They parted ways on the corner, heading in opposite directions. But as she walked away, Caroline found herself looking back once, watching his retreating figure merge with the Sunday crowd.

    And wondering, with a mixture of trepidation and something like hope, what might happen if their paths crossed again in this strange, maskless territory of Sundays.

    5- The Mirror That Wasn’t There

    She didn’t go back to the same café the next Sunday.

    Or the Sunday after that.

    Instead, she tried new neighborhoods. New routines. Places where there was no risk of colliding with someone who knew her other self.

    But Eric’s words followed her. “You look like you’re becoming someone else entirely.”

    Was that what she was doing? Becoming? Or was it unbecoming? The shedding of a skin that had grown too tight, too restrictive?

    On the third Sunday after their meeting, she found herself in a small bookstore in a neighborhood she rarely visited. The kind with creaking floors and narrow aisles and books stacked in precarious towers.

    She wandered aimlessly, fingertips trailing along spines, breathing in the particular scent of paper and possibility.

    At the back of the store, tucked between shelves of poetry and philosophy, she discovered a small reading nook with a single armchair. Above it hung an antique mirror in an ornate gold frame.

    Without thinking, she sat down and looked up into the glass.

    The woman who looked back was neither the polished professional she presented Monday through Friday, nor a complete stranger. She was something in between—familiar in the curve of her cheekbones, the shape of her eyes, but softer somehow. Less defended.

    Caroline reached up, touching the delicate skin beneath her eyes. The fine lines that spoke of late nights and early mornings. Of laughter and concentration and all the expressions she’d learned to control.

    “Find something interesting?”

    The voice belonged to an older woman who had appeared silently at the end of the aisle. Gray hair cut in a severe bob, eyes sharp behind cat-eye glasses. Something about her reminded Caroline of her first female mentor—the woman who had taught her how to survive in rooms full of men who underestimated her.

    “Just browsing,” Caroline said, suddenly self-conscious about being caught staring at her own reflection.

    The woman smiled, knowingly.

    “That mirror’s special,” she said. “It belonged to a French actress from the 1920s. They say she could see her true self in it, even when she was playing someone else.”

    Caroline looked back at the mirror skeptically.

    “I don’t believe in magic mirrors,” she said.

    The woman laughed, a surprisingly rich sound.

    “Neither do I,” she agreed. “But I do believe we see different things depending on where we look. And when.” She gestured toward the mirror. “Sometimes we need a different frame to see what’s always been there.”

    Before Caroline could respond, the woman had disappeared back down the aisle, leaving her alone with the mirror and its supposed powers.

    Caroline looked at her reflection once more. Same face. Same eyes. Same woman caught between versions of herself.

    But something had shifted. Some subtle alignment had changed.

    She reached into her bag and pulled out her phone. Opened the calendar that ruled her weekday life—the one color-coded with meetings and deadlines and obligations.

    Her thumb hovered over Monday’s schedule. Over the 8 AM meeting where she would see Eric again. Where they would sit across from each other as adversaries in the ongoing negotiation between their companies.

    Would he look at her differently now? Would she look at him differently?

    Would the masks slip, even for a moment?

    The thought both terrified and exhilarated her.

    She put the phone away without making any changes. Stood up from the chair. Took one last look in the mirror that wasn’t magical but somehow reflected something true anyway.

    Then she left the bookstore and stepped back into the Sunday afternoon, feeling the weight of Monday approaching—but also, unexpectedly, a strange new lightness.

    As if something that had been tightly wound for years had finally begun, almost imperceptibly, to unravel.

    See also: “Sundays Without Makeup: Ep1 – The Cracks She Could No Longer Conceal” where the first tentative steps away from performance revealed a forgotten self.

    For a different perspective on professional identity, read “ Women entrepreneurship: research review and future directions” where Studies on women entrepreneurship have witnessed a rapid growth over the past 36 years.

  • Sundays Without Makeup : Ep1 – The Cracks She Could No Longer Conceal

    Sundays Without Makeup : Ep1 – The Cracks She Could No Longer Conceal

    There’s a kind of woman who never arrives; she unfolds.
    Over a decade spent in mirrored elevators and manicured boardrooms, she had become a master of silent performance.
    Every meeting, every greeting, every closed deal was stitched into the careful fabric of her — a woman with lips just red enough, skin just smooth enough, a laugh rehearsed to perfection.

    She didn’t always feel like this new face was hers.
    But somewhere along the promotions and the new offices and the sterile birthday cakes signed by interns, she convinced herself: a wrinkle is a weakness, a shadow under the eye is a crack in the armor.
    To survive in a world where first impressions lived longer than promises, she became a fortress of porcelain and powder.

    Until that Sunday.
    No alarm. No urgency.
    No layer of foundation to press the tiredness away.

    She left the house with nothing but the ghost of who she had been before the performance began.
    The air outside felt colder without the mask. Or maybe it was just that she felt it for the first time in years.
    The sidewalks didn’t bow to her sharp heels today — she wore sneakers that didn’t announce her arrival.
    Heads didn’t turn.
    No doors were hurriedly held open.

    She became, for the first time, unimportant.
    And strangely — hauntingly — it didn’t kill her.

    Somewhere between the coffee shop’s chipped tables and the peeling posters on the street corners, she realized she could disappear — and it would not be a tragedy.

    Not yet sure if it was the beginning of her unmaking, or the first real step into herself…
    but as she crossed the street, hair tangled by the wind, lips bare and unpainted, she almost smiled.

    Almost.

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